I guess this is goodbye...

No, I'm not gonna deactivate my account. But I am talking about this one friend of mine that recently did. That friend being Tsundere-Ace. (I'm not gonna bother showing his icon, since it's likely that'll just be a blank icon pretty soon...)

I became his friend a few months ago, and he seemed like a pretty cool guy. He too shared the love for Thomas the Tank Engine despite his old age, he liked a lot of the same animes as me, he was pretty easy to start conversations with, and he seemed like someone who was created the same way as me. So as you can tell, we hit it off pretty well. But what I didn't know during our first encounters was that he was going through a rather rough time. Something about a break up that truly hurt him mentally, guess the girl he was dating was quite a bitch. So, he did a complete overhaul switching accounts and it seemed that things would look up from there. But alas, that wasn't the case.

The majority of journals he made was him being completely negative about himself, his skills, and just everything in general. Now some would be annoyed by this, but personally I wouldn't fault him for acting that way. I guess there will be points where being happy and positive about everything would be impossible due to how heavy things could be. Honestly, I've been contemplating a lot lately. For one, I know by the beginning of next year, I'll probably be starting a new chapter in my life. Where I have much more to juggle, and free time will vastly decrease. I mean, juggling work with college doesn't sound easy, but at the same time, I can't stay unemployed forever. Not to mention that I was already worrying about this semester and how I'll end up passing in the end. I was hoping that afterwards I can really rest from it all, but life can't be like that I suppose...

What I'm trying to say is that I just feel terrible for my friend. I hope they'll be a day where he can return, feeling much more content and happy with himself.

(...I hope this won't be considered wrong since I'm talking about some personal matters with another person.)